Honesty

I can’t wait until I fall for this amazing guy and then just as I think the butterflies will fade, he tells me he’s crazy about me and won’t let me go. I don’t want him to just be any guy, a temporary guy, a crush. I want him to be the guy that’s gonna make me smile any and every day, not because I can’t smile without him but because God said I was finally ready to appreciate him.

I can’t wait until I find someone I can trust. Who I can fall asleep with, get breakfast with, and rush home from work for. He’d be my warmth every night, or at least he’d gladly pay an outrageous heat bill to keep me cozy.

I can’t wait until this time ends.

This time where all I have are the guys I can’t give my heart to and the other guys who can’t take mine.